We are blocked by a wall of glass, like the Berlin wall, neither of us can reach the other, but the difference is we can SEE each other. we can see eachother, but we can't touch each other.... It is like this everyday. I come by everyday to see you, we have some conversation and I come back the next day. I seem to be able to bring you things.... and give them to you... but I can't touch you, nor you me. And then one day the glass had dissapeared, but i do not notice that it is gone, until i try to put my hand against the glass, and then I am shocked, where did this pane of glass go? all the rest is still there... so i climb through the threshold and you hold me in your arms, but I am fat! rediculously fat and fatter still, why did I notice before? and this feeling of fatness was so real that i awoke momentarily...
we are in a store on a street of a row of stores, i never see it, but i know where we are, it is the same street that comes up again in the rest of the completly different dream.
[this portion of the dream disturbed me, but i cannot tell why.]
An underground indoor ski hill, layers after layers of slopes, entrances to each slope like that of a water park, through a series of stairs that have moments which opens up to view parts of the slope, though these view of slopes are not necessarily the ones that you will be on.
I climbed to the top of one, only to find that this one had not yet been layed with snow. I take the exit stairway back down, at some point the stair breaks through the surface of water, glass tube around the stairway like that you experience in an aquarium informs me of this "break-through".
something important is happening all this while, but i can't remember what it is. I'm here with a group of people, and we know what's going on, but now that i try to re-tell the story, I can no longer remember. like I was on some sort of secret mission in my dream, but i can no longer remember.
I break through the water (in the other direction), the stairs reaches the "ground" floor (although since i've passed the water-line, I should be under water (but this is a dream, it's ok if it doesn't make sense). I try to round the corner to keep going down the flight of stiars I've been going down, but the stairs stop here, and instead, it turns into a sewer where water is continousily running down step like things that is breaking the speed of the water.
I look around at the "ground" floor, and find myself in a theme park, ski hills in some locations, a normal theme park in others, with rides, with those booths, and a street of random stores (this is the street!! the previously mentioned street!!)....
I enter some arcade, and some group of people is sitting there, like some ganster gang (what??). and my friend is amongst them, and I belong to these group of people as well.... (what????).
and then all of a sudden the dream changes, I'm opening a door into an apartment. A mixture of my ex-collegues are there, visiting this apartment.... they were having some sort of conversation right before i entered, somehow it related to me, but i cannot tell what exactly they were talking about. An old friend was there, one I hadn't seen in a while, he had returned to denmark earlier in the summer, I was suppose to get in touch with him when I was in Amsterdam, but i had already forgotten (funny how you remind yourself of things in your dreams). but i am excited to see him, I tell him I am in amsterdam now! and that we should meet up!! I don't knwo why, but i can sense that he is extremly angry at me, but we set up to meet up later that night anyway. I ask you if you knew why he was angry, but you just shrug it off and then everyone dissapears.
I am in a mall... an incredibly lenghty mall, and I have no idea what I'm doing here. Until the twins run by, chasing each other. I stand in shock as they run by giggling like little children. They don't notice me the first time, but as they ran off and returned again momentarily, the see me this time, and before I know it, I am part of the chase! but I am not enjoying it. I find places to hide as they run by and then I find a better hiding place. I reach the end of this mall and notice..... Oh~ this is the mall that appeared in one of my other dreams. that other dream where I was investigating a death (!?... but that is another dream, a story for another time)
It is night time, I am hanging out with the friend I hadn't seen in a while, he is still obviously angry at me, I still cannot tell why... We finished dinner and walked back to that street of stores, and we entered your store as you and your mom was locking up. You guys were in a hurry, so we locked up for you instead. My friend, i think, worked at this store before he left a long time ago. So he know what he had to do to lock up the store. As the gates came down for the store front... a snake appeared.
A snake appeared, and then a moment later, it was a lizard, it crawled along the front of the store and then re-entered the back through the other side of the store. This is when we noticed that there were tracks on the ground, and then we heard the clock strike twelve!... the whole store front turned into those clock face display, but human size, there was a witch, some unicorns.... a blur of stuff happens... different scens as the scenary changes, rotates behind the store front for different settings.... my friend is no longer the friend I was hanging out with, it became someone else, i don't know who she is, but in my dream, she is also my friend. "shh, don't tell her (the store-owner) i did this"... and then she proceeds to swing the minute arm of the clock around till it stroke twelve again.
the clock stroke twelve and the lizard crawled through again, except this time, the display was not merely one of the stores on this street of stores. the store front dissapeared and we were looking at a merry-go-round-like contraption. the scenes changed from one to another, and people started gathering in front. children mostly. everyone was enjoying it. I smiled at my friend and the dream faded away.
Narcissus,